the lush

ex long past
my regret
regretful
betrayal

occasional
thoughts
of his
kindness

quirkiness
effeminate
sexy i longed
never finding
together again
him greyer
me older
notice the beer
after beer
after beer

a pattern 
is clear
inevitable
ruin, crash

he kisses me
slobbering
slurred
sentiments

i fade
once again
out of
sight



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