waiting

always the same
wanting blankets
and white noise
for comfort
knowing I need to
creep out from
under the safety 
net and do what
society tells me
to do like a good
girl but I am not
a good girl not by
a long shot so I 
sleep and smoke too
much and watch crap
to drown out the 
feeling I am not
living my life
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